i was surprised to hear your phone call,
surprised to see your sms,
surprised to receive a nudge on msn...

the first time i thought, well, isn't this nice?
someone whom i hardly talk to.
then when i realised that what it seems to be, is not what it is...
how disappointed.
then the second time i thought again, well, isn't this nice?
let's see what this other person wants now.
and i wasn't disappointed to find out that again, what it seems to be, is not what it is..

and all the times people do that to you...
it makes you think to yourself and marvel at how necessary it is
to filter the very people who affects your life
and not blindly believe that everyone is your friend because they ARE your friend.
for all you know, i have an agenda in becoming your friend too.

it's a sunday!
saturday night was real tiring,
i went with my mother to a neighbour's daughter's wedding.
so tiring, so full ^^
swissotel has good food =P

yeah so sunday it is, that i told myself that i should rest more,
which is why i didn't call up ppl to meet over lunch =X
then my mom said 'let's go imm'
and yes we went to shop a little and eat lunch.

came back with a worse sore throat and cough
and fell asleep (now that's what they call 'rest' =p)
had dinner, and now i'm still feeling a little tired >.<
so weird, i know i am a little less energetic from my exams,
but i'm not completely wiped out either XD
i wonder why i am so lethargic.

maybe i can spring a surprise somewhere..

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
utterly disappointed.


aaaaaaaaanddddd my exams are over!!!
haha, it was a tedious 3 week long process.
in fact, after my term break in september,
i'm basically studying for a quiz or doing an assignment for the rest of the weeks save one.

the exams were... okay?
i didn't need to worry about my english modules.
firstly, two of them are pass/fail modules,
in which i received email that i've passed one of them.
the other that is considered in my gpa, has the same content as one of the fail/pass module,
the one that i already passed.
so no worries =)

SK(subject knowledge) math.
arghhhhhhhh. nothing else can be said about it.
i think all my coursemates agree with me
that this module is probably harder than our uni math itself.
to think this modules is called 'FUNDAMENTAL principles of math'
probably so fundamental we were thrown aback. =P

SK science was scary, not because it's tough,
but cos it's a one-assessment module.
so if i dont do well for the final paper,
boom... (word in no relation to the famous 'boomz')
but it was okay, i was proud of myself for actually studying for the module.
especially the physics part.
i think my physics teacher will be proud of me to hear that from a C5 in my 'o' levels,
i've advanced to a B3 in average =P

Calculus 2.
haha, i practically freaked out during my paper.
cried a little while they were collecting our scripts,
and struggled not to cry thereafter...
till chris pointed out to me that i didn't do so bad actually,
cos everyone didn't know what to do.
opps.

Com Math.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
i didn't practically freak out, i DID freak out.
i was having a full-blown panic attack the night before.
poor chris stayed up with me to ensure i'll go sleep.
(because my mini panic-attack happened the day before cal2 paper,
and he was asleep)
but for this paper...all i can say is,
i did my best.

so what are my holiday plans?
i had a few in mind, which i'll share the next time.
till then, i'm getting a little sleepy and i wanna go sleep.
goodnight bubadees =)

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
take a good break.


*sigh*

4 papers to go, i'm looking forward to the end of my papers.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
pull off, pull out, pull away.


this is what people should live on whenever they are stressed.
humour.















hope you guys can see the words printed there =X


not only that, look at this!!!

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_454296.html

sufficient reason why i'll go to the zoo often next year.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
one more week =)



as of now, as of today, i, christina chiang,
am living in the longest romantic relationship i've ever had in my life.
amazing.
it's only one word that i can use to describe the multiple emotions i'm feeling now.

we both had our ups and downs,
had the things we like and dislike...
but that's what this is about, isn't it?
to move on and move together despite it all.

it's only a few months, and to some people?
blah, so short.
blah, it's not even a year.
blah, nothing to be amazed about.
but to me, wow. i've gotten so far..

and it's all because of you,
and if i were to list down every thing you've done for me,
and everything you've thought for me.
i'll never end this blog entry.

why should i share my secret with everyone? =X
relationship matters are 'so cliche' in general anyway, i shan't bore them.

let's journey on and have fun in the process.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
onward to...!


i'm back! =D
so much to share with you guys!! ^^

well first of all, i went with the dance people to the night safari.
and the fun part was that we dressed up too!
joanne was a french maid (she looks more cute than sexy =P)
denise was looking so nice in her ice cream shoppe uniform
(would've been so complete with a notepad and that posture!)
ammily was in a korean costume (and her hair bunned up made it sooo suitable =3)
peggy was in her cheongsam
(but she kept saying she looked like someone serving dim sum XD)
gion was a chinese vampire [jiang1 shi1] (... the most attention-grabbing person =)))
jeff was a superhero called 'spirit'
(i laughed so hard when someone called him michaeljackson XD)
yanli was wilma in 'the flintstones'
(that girl ahh.. so late =P but she really looked suitable as wilma XDDDDD)
and xiao ting was a cavewoman =3
(her squeaky club was the favourite item passed around the whole night!)

i? i was kimono girl, taking jasmine's costume.
while she and chris slug away at budget meeting =X
it's alright, we can dress up again next year XDD
then there were the NTU students who joined us,
and it was really fun.
but yeah, the outing ended abruptly when the rain dampened more moods =X
it was really fun while it lasted ^^

then we met chris and jasmine (who were rotting at jurong point)
and... got complimented for my kimono ^^
maybe i look better in the kimono than anything i've ever worn =X

then the following day was church's halloween event.
it's so cute to see that they encouraged us to dress in fancy costumes and all.
but i was so blessed to see so many friends =)

some people really need to know what they mean when they say certain things.
there's no point in promising and then not fulfill the promise.
it just hurts the people related.
oh... this did not come out the way i thought it would be.
just in case, i'm really talking about any obvious incidents XD

then plunged back into the week again!!
tests on monday, wednesday and today (friday)
thank God for strength and His assurance =)

today was just plain studying till the exam paper.
haha, okay la. hope to do well well ^^

argh i wanna blog more... but i'm really tired.
or lazy, whatever. =X

have you ever owned something that you treasure so much?
a pet perhaps? do you often play with it? buy stuff for it to use?
when you're in school or at work are you so excited about returning back to your pet
that you barely can think of nothing else?

how about a gadget? the nth generation of iphone, your blackberry, laptops, cars?
do you love your purchase so much that you can't stop talking about it to your friends?
so worried that your gadget gets the SLIGHTEST scratch?

how about your sons and daughters? your baby nieces and nephews?
or even someone you love now?
how many times do u look at the sleeping face
and think to yourself how beautiful that face is?
do you find yourself wanting to provide for this person, to be there when s/he's down,
to comfort, to guide, to love...
how often do you think of him/her?
rejoice whenever s/he does? grieve whenever s/he does?

have you ever felt such a love for something?
have you experienced that kind of love, but it's directed, solely, exclusively for you?

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
only You and I know.


till now i still don't understand how does math work.
truth is, i love math.
i don't mind studying math.
i don't mind living a life with math.
(which reminds me, that day jocelyn asked me why i didn't study english instead,
since i'm better in it)

but i really really like maths, but... there are times when i don't understand it.
there are times when i simply cannot comprehend the whole thing.
then there will be a moment when i have a eureka moment
and tell myself 'maybe you are getting the hand of it after all'
and the next thing i knew, i'm beaten flat again.
how can i do well? if this continues.
can i handle the pressure? the expectation?
sometimes even with the big incentive, you wonder if you can do well.

i had a taste of what chris has been feeling recently.
but... i guess it's not as big compared to him.
i wonder how does it feel to...

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
deception. there's no point.